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I've had a good weekend. All of last week was pretty good, really: Got the blog working again, had a few strong papers at work -- and I actually felt like I participated in the design process, went to a couple of Christmas parties, got the BF a cell phone as one of his Christmas presents (we'd been talking about doing that for a long time now, so that's finally crossed off the to-do list), got the tree up, received a birthday present, bought a nice outfit -- and didn't have to fret or sweat bullets or search high and low for just the right thing -- for a concert, had a couple of good workouts, yadda.
After having such a good week, I was telling the BF last night that I feel like something really bad is going to happen to make up for all of this recent good fortune.
Damn my pessimistic/fatalist/cynical attitude. I wish I could just enjoy and be grateful for what I've received instead of recoiling at what may or may not come next.